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Name: Muhammad Hafiz
Birthday: 6/3/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: I have to change this since some people took it too literaly. :P Well, i like to read, yes. I like to make nonsensical songs with the same old chord progression. I like to sing, although i can't do it very well. I like cats, I like to talk on the phone and i love my Mum. :)
Expertise: i am a learned reader of body language. i am a very efficient and convincing liar. ( i lie for fun). oh yes, i am also a professional bastard-ist. (did i mention i am a good liar?) heh. I am also great with kids (no, im not a pedo) and Im a good guess-er too. :P
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
MSN: blizaras@hotmail.com
Member Since:
5/14/2003
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A lot's been happening lately. And well, so many significant things have happened that to not record them here for all time would be such a pity and waste.
Lets see now, where to begin.
Ahh. June. Here is a summary of important dates in June for 2009
3rd of June - My 21st Birthday!
5th of June - My NS Enlistment day! (HAHA)
10th of June - The girl's birthday.
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Okay, to start things off, lets see how I celebrated my 21st birthday.
It all began two weeks BEFORE my actual birthday itself. The Conference Gang, led by Shamsul and Karim, orchestrated a surprise birthday party for me at Vivo City on the TWENTY THIRD of May. HAHA. Idiots.
I suppose they figured the only real way to really get me off the scent was to hold it so much in advance that I looked like an idiot when they SURPRISED me at Vivo City.
It was a lazy saturday afternoon. Spent the night before waiting up for the girl to come back from malaysia. And since she told me she was "too tired to go out" the next day, I happily told Karim that my saturday was free of plans and that i was game to do anything.
The Karim (who slept over that night) then asked me to accompany him to Vivo and "walk around" because he had to get some warrant card from his officer in charge or something. (Yes, he had to use some obscure excuse so that i wouldnt really understand i wouldnt ask any questions about).
So after I met Karim and we were on our way (on public transport) to Vivo, i was just being the lazy person that I was and blindly just following him around without a thought in the world.
When we finally reached Vivo though, Karim had to withdraw some money so we headed to the POSB. On the way to the bank, he "called" his "officer" and started saying gibberish that i knew and understood nothing about. Lol.
(Later on i found out that he was actually calling the Grandmastermind Shamsul and trying to tell him in code that we were arriving. BZZT!)
Upon reaching the bank, my SHARP eyes noticed someone who looked like FILZAH. And lo and behold- it really WAS her. HAHA. But STILL, i suspected nothing because it was FILZAH what and i suppose i thought her to be the someone that went everywhere to shop. x)
I even thought nothing of her shocked face to see me and well, i must applaud both Karim and Filzah for keeping that little fiasco under such tight wraps.
She gave me the excuse that she was there meeting her friend or something and well, i believed her! hahaha.
Karim and I then took a little detour to the Candy Empire (although i have no idea what the purpose for this visit was because we didnt buy anything). Maybe to stall time? God Only Knows!
Karim then decided to go up to the open air "roof" of Vivo city to "people watch" and i unwittingly said, "OK! SURE!".
On the way up, Karim told me to call Shamsul because apparently he was "in the area" and told me to ask him if we could meet up.
And oh lucky us! HE WAS ALSO AT THE OPEN AIR ROOF OF VIVO CITY. LOL. But STILL, i didn't suspect anything at all yet.
So -I- talked to Shamsul to find out where exactly he was sitting and apparently he was "on an outing" with our secondary school friends and i was like "eh? Why wasn't i invited seh!" hahahahha. DOH!
Still innocently blind, I had to look around for landmarks that Shamsul told me to look out for (pull up man.. etc) and finally, I saw Shamsul beside a pillar in the near distance.
While i started to walk towards him, a slight distraction. Guess what! Fadillah juuuust happened to be there with her boyfriend and after a brief "hi" and "bye", i proceeded to continue towards Shamsul.
That surprise encounter really worked in Karim and Shamsul's favour because i was still thinking about it (about how ominous it was to see her again) when i finally came face to face with Shamsul.
And these thoughts passed through my head, "oh lookie there, Filzah is here. And she's talking to Ruzaina. Oh, she probably knows her like from Innova or something- Eh wait. Ruz isn't from Innova, that's Siti. Oh but well, Filzah is so well connected so its probably not that weird a stretch because Khalisah was there.. But so is Izzat. HUH!? Eh wait. Why are there candles on the FLOOR? What is this? Latern festival all over again? Nothing better to do ah but play with fire? Eh, wait. Got cake. And Shamsul is pointing his camera in my face. Ok. RED ALERT RED ALERT. THE SMELL OF PRANK IS STRONG"
And all that happened in like 2 seconds.
But i was STILL in strong denial and was just laughing and saying, "Huh? What the hell is this??" And i noticed Karim standing around with them and finally, it was revealed to me, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" And i was all like OMG! And just laughing at the sheer thought of celebrating my birthday so fast when its not even CLOSE. LOL.
And after the initial hysteria settled down, Shamsul or was it Karim? Not sure.
Someone pointed to the back and said that there was ONE more surprise waiting for me.. And JENG JENG JENG!
There she stepped out. Like some drunken porn star, all grinning with this evil little look in her eye knowing that she got me cold. THE GIRL CAME! YAY!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Sorry guys, but that surprise was a bigger punch to my head than the whole "Ruzaina knows Filzah" thingy. Hahhaa. Ok sorry. but really! HAHAHA. I was so like ELATED. And i was BRIMMING with euphoria when she walked out into the open. hahahahahhaha :D
First thing i did was quiz her on whether she was lying about going overseas and stuff and she said, "No." and the only thing she lied about was that she was too tired to go out on Saturday but THERE SHE WAS. HAHA. Awesome Bin Possum.
After that, i was given a moment to make a wish and blow out my candles (which were on the floor because they apparently didn't have candle holders LOL). Oh and my wish came true btw. X)
I then had the honour of cutting and serving my Giant Birthday Chocolate Cake (and btw guys, i love Giant Chocolate Cakes. HAHA. Really!) and i was the happiest i could be! (OR SO I THOUGHT).
I was then asking around if there were any plans made after this little get-together and Shamsul was like "Hmm.. Not really. Dunno? You guys hungry? We can go eat dinner or something.."
And i was like, "ANYTHING!"
So we eventually packed up the stuff and started to make our way back to Vivo City proper when Shamsul informed us that he thought of eating at Breeks and he HOPED that there would be enough seats to accomodate everyone.
When we finally reached Breeks, however, there JUST HAPPENED to be two small enclaves which were empty and not thinking anything of it (because i was under the impression that since its my birthday, EVERYTHING WILL GO SMOOTHLY ONE DONT WORRY! HAHA. WHAT AN IDIOTICALLY EGOISTIC STATEMENT I KNOW BUT I SAY LOH X) )
So when i stepped into on of the enclaves, there stood the Kaklong, The HudaBinBuda and The FarhanBinBorhan and i just went like, "OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!" And burried my face into the seat because it all just seemed too good to be true! THIRD SURPRISE OF THE DAY PL0X! My heart felt like it couldn't take any more beating.
Lol. So after the congregation broke up into two seperate groups to be seated with me sitting with my family, Karim and The Girl and Shamsul entertaining the other awesome guests, we eventually ordered (after a lot of talking and explanation about what actually happened before we came and stuff).
I ordered a lagsania because uhm. I didn't really have an appetite after all that surprising going on and didnt really feel like eating THAT much. Lol.
And so we ate! And halfway through the meal, Karim had to go "meet his friend" and even THEN i didn't think much off. When he finally came back though, he told me he had ONE LAST SURPRISE for me. And after a little lying about Nurul Huda being there and what shit, I got out from my seat to meet my last surprise and JENG JENG JENG!
APRIANI CAME.
LOL. This girl ah! I've been trying to meet for God knows how long and i finnnnaaallllyyyy meet her when? FOR ME BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION. hahahahha. AWESOMEZ!!!!!
I went a little balistic and gave her this mighty big hug (and considering how tiny Apriani is, my mighty big hug = Crush Apriani). Hahahaha. But i was sooooo happy i couldn't really take much anymore! LOL. Like really! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SO POWER LA. THANK YOU THANK YOU (ok, i'll save my thanks for the end).
So after Apriani settled down and ordered and ate and everything and we were ALL done with our food, came the best time! PRESENT TIME!
LOL
I've never really truly had a "PRESENT TIME" happen for me at all in my entire life. Its usually here and there, coming seperately and i dunno la, the feeling of having a "PRESENT TIME" was just so priceless! I FELT SO SPECIAL LA (ok i know, deprived but really loh! HAHA)
So i recieved a Perfame from izzat XD, a BIG FAT HAMPER from Ruz, Khalisa and Siti (which i finished that same day, btw) and last but DEFINITELY not that least, a BIG FAT OLE' FRAMED POSTER from SHAMSUL, KARIM AND KAKLONG.
ITS SO AWESOMEZ AND DID I MENTION BIG? OMG! lol.
We all then decided to go take pictures with FarhanBinBorhan's Nikkon D90!
And we did! We jumped, we posed, we took turns, we sweated like mad pigs swine and finally, it was over!
Kaklong, Huda, Filzah, Shamsul and Karim then went off to my AFTER PARTY! (YEAH! MY BDAY GOT AFTER PARTY ONE! PWNAGE OR WHAT!) Where we feasted on my Bday chocolates, drinks, brought more drinks from upstairs, lots of Ice and lots of bullshit talking and story telling. :D It was super duper awesome (:
I would now like to take the opportunity to properly thank everyone who attended and who had a hand in planning this crazy surprise.
THANK YOU TO: Khalisah, Ruzaina, Filzah, Izzat, Farhan, Hazimah and Apriani for taking off your precious time to come celebrate my birthday with me
Special thanks to Shamsul, Karim, Huda and Kaklong for being the special people that i love.
To anyone that i accidentally, forgot, PLEASE TELL ME! And i'll put your name up there because im so stupid. (:
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Guess what? My birthday isn't even done yet! CRAZY RIGHT!. Lol.
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The following Saturday, the 30th of May, it was my family's turn to celebrate my birthday.
We first had a photoshoot where both me and Kaklong were in our graduation gowns and thus had our family portrait taken :D
Then later in the evening, we had dinner at Seoul Garden! Where I proceeded to stuff my face along with most of the extended family!
After dinner, everyone went back to the grandfather's and we all sort of like lepak-lepak and stuff and oh yes! I got presents from the family members! Aunts gave me an Adidas hamperish thingy, a shirt and sixty dollars! The Grandparents gave me 50 each and thus i went home that day with 160 dollars in cash! YEAH BABEH!
THANKYOU MUM PLUS EVERYONE ELSE! (oh did i mention i love my mum veli veli much? (: )
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Then came the birthDAY itself!
On the 3rd of June, I basically had the best day of my life so far :D
Spent the whole day with the girl. We first had brunch at Al-Azhar where she then gave me the birthday card she made for me (which was the sweetest thing she had ever said to me at that point in time) and oh yes, i was also wearing the NEW PAIR OF CHUCKS she bought for me. EXPENSIVE CHUCKS OK. :D SO HAPPY. Then from there, we took a bus to Clark Quay where we strolled around willing our brunch to digest before we got on...
TO GMAX!
YEAH BABEH!
FINALLY, after all that waiting, we managed to take a ride on the GMAX. Lol. We managed to persuade the dude that we were both STUDENTS so i only had to cough up 60 bucks for the ride. Lol, yes i know (ONLY. :X)
The way up was OKAY LA, but the best part was when we were spinning around bouncing up and down. The capsule actually turned all the way round and at one point, it felt as if we were free falling to the face of the earth! THRILLING!
We even have a DVD recording our most unglam moments :D
After that, we made our way to the esplanade where i booked a screening room for us to settle in and watch THE HILLZ HAVE EYEZ.
Because the girl wanted to watch something SKELEE. LOL. Oh she was cringing alright. GORE GORE GORE!
Since i booked the room for 3 hours, we had a little extra time to just chill in there and uhm. How do i go about explaining what happened next. HMM.
Basically, what happened was that i sort of brought up the question about what exactly we were. LOL. And from there, i basically managed to CONVINCE (yes, yes i tricked you) her into a r/s wimme. HEHEHE.
But she DID say, "OK." hahaha. And well! She didn't really object! HAHA. So what i tell myself now is that she WANTED to be tricked because that was the only way she could have said yes- blindly. HAHA.
But it still did make my day. It turned my birthday from an, "Oh its such a pleasant day. Great cooling weather, good company, good food and good movie" kinda day into an "OMGOMGOMOGMOMOGMOGM. IM GOING CRAZY IS THIS REAL?? (oh its a trick but who cares!) AM I DREAMING? IM GOING TO NS IN TWO DAYS BUT I DONT CARE BECAUSE I HAVE HER HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA I CAN DIE IN PEACE NOW YEAH!" kinda day! :D
And after i sent her back home, I was to meet the Karim because he wanted to go have supper.
And since at the same time, Zafirah wanted to pass me my bday present, i asked if Karim could meet me, send me to her place to get the things before going for supper and of course Karim agreed.
So upon meeting Karim, he drove me over to Zaf's place to get the things and when i reached there.. A familliar prickling feeling and thought, "Wait- why is Filzah sitting with Zafirah under her block at like 11.30pm at night?"
And when i got off the bike to question, Karim leapt off into a "HAHA! ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY YOU THINK I WONT DO ANYTHING MEH!?" shout and I just felt my heart stop and drop down to my balls and started HITTING THAT CRAZY BOY.
I went like "OMG!OMG!OMG! KARIM! OMG! YOU REALLY SHOULDN'T HAVE LA OMG!"
And thus, the last surprise for my birthday, credit to Karim for thinking up of crazy looney plans for me. THANK YOU MR KARIM. YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO SPECIAL (:
They had DOUGHNUTS for me DUNKIN DONUTS and zafirah made me some collages and one of the sweetest birthday cards i've ever had (:
Karim, Filzah and I then went off to Al-Ameen to have supper and chat! And after supper, the day basically ended with Karim sending all of us back home safe and sound (:
Thanks so much to Karim la. He really makes me feel so special. And i know for a fact i don't really deserve any of the things he's done for me and i know WILL KEEP CONTINUING to do for me because Karim is like that ah. HE LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HIM TOO OK! :D
Thanks also to everyone else that has made my 21st Birthday the best smashing birthday celebrationS that i've ever had in my entire life so far :D:D
You guys make me feel special and loved. And you guys give me hope that this world can really be THAT beautiful and fun and funny and perfect. You guys make me want to be a better person, just so that all your love and attention does not go to waste. (:
That night, when i was going to bed, on the morning of the 4th of June, i was thinking to myself, "I'm going NS in two days. Well, actually TOMORROW. And guess what? I'm not so afraid anymore.. Because all these people love me so much. I have to do everything in my power to not let them down"
And even though i cannot thank everyone enough, i must still insist on saying a BIG THANK YOU AGAIN.
This has been the bestest birthday (:
Your's Naturally,
Muhammad Hafiz B Ab Rahman
END OF PART ONE.
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I feel cold tendril-like tentacles slowly hover around my heart, threatening to clutch it into suffocation.
I feel myself unsheathing my glimmering sword, ready to fight it off with all my power.
I feel myself kneel down in prayer and seek penance for all the wrong that I have done.
I feel the menace stiffen, poised to strike.
I feel my eyes open and accept the realisation that the end is near.
I feel the final fight on the brink of occurrence.
I feel it charge at me.
I feel myself roar, meeting the onslaught head on, bracing the impact.
I feel... Nothing.
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| ok. life in dots.
- going NS
- graduating soon
- uhh
- i was just told i need my friends and that i should not lose them
- karim is happy
- which makes me happy
- but not necesarily just because he's happy then i'm happy la you know
- uhh
- ape lagi eh.
- uhh.
IF I THINK OF MORE I UPDATE THIS OK.
WATCH THIS SPACE.
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| Thank you so much. Really. You will read this and assume its someone else but its you im talking about. You. YOU.
For all those times that you cared.
For all those times that you were there.
For all those times when your existence calmed me.
Even though you didn't have to. Or maybe you did. Who can tell?
Just know that i really truly appreciate your gestures.
Maybe you care too much when you shouldn't.
But maybe i care too much than i should too..
I miss you.
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| Today i was talking to Badot. And apparently Badot does not like to be called Badot. But thats okay. Because i refer to Badot in an endearing kind of way. So i guess that makes it okay to call Badot "Badot".
Badot likes the colour Red. Although Badot thinks Badot might change that colour to another colour like turquoise or something but Badot isn't really sure.
There is no real point to this entry except the fact that i would like to called Badot "Badot". This might aggravate Badot's aggressive side upon me but hey- I don't mean any harm. :D
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